HE NEVER LOVED YOU 

 

He never loved you. He never did, probably. You were just a crush, a big one. 

And after all this time it happened what he always says happens, he got bored.

 

You know what sucks? You became a whole new person for him. You abandoned your past self. Your looks, your words, your mind, your manners. You abandoned everything to be his little princess. He made of you a whole you human being and when you were as perfectly sick as you could be, he left you with all your sickness.

 

He left you with all that love inside you. What are your going to do now? With all that love? With all your questions? Without all the answers?

You were just a cute chick. A small princess. Nothing else.

At this point, he probably found another princess. One that was already what he wanted, younger, prettier, closer. LESS SICK.

 

When you say "i love you" and all you get is "i still care about you". He doesnt love you. When you say "i love you" and all you get is silence. He doesnt love you. 

 

When you say you need space and he keeps pushing. He wants to torture you. When he doesnt push, he doesnt love you. 

 

When he pretends nothing happened while you suffer outloud, he doesnt love you. 

 

When he says he's going to leave his life to go with you but he doesnt, he doesnt love you. 

 

When he doesnt brag about you or even talk to you about the people that surronds him or what he does, he doesnt love you. 

 

He never loved you. And he's never coming back for you.

 

He left you with all that love to suffer. He destroyed your mind and your body and left. He made you sick. He filled your heart with illusions and left. He's a coward. Or maybe not, because he never truly loved you. 

Did you ever asked yourself why nothing worked for him? Because he doesnt love.

HE NEVER FUCKING LOVED YOU.

DONT TRUST HIM.